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Leadership is the process
of moving one's community from grumbling to prophecying.
A
sermon delivered in Christ Chapel on October 2, 2003, by the Rev.
Dr. Paul Barton, assistant professor of Hispanic Studies
Numbers 11:4-6;
10-16; 24-29
Leadership and Grumbling
Where do you find yourself
in the story of Moses and the grumbling Hebrews? I find myself
at different times among the rabble and the people who grumble,
and at other times like Moses, the leader who has to deal with
the grumbling people, and then at other times like Joshua who
wants to squelch the uncontrollable spread of the Spirit, and
rarely like Eldad and Medad, the ones who receive the Spirit separately
from the seventy elders.
Let me start with the
grumblers. It is easy for me to identify with the grumblers, as
it is for many of us I presume. Here is some of my grumbling from
the recent past:
Did you know that I
can't use my old parking space because it is being used by the
construction crew? I went the entire summer without a parking
space. Do you know how frustrating that can be?
Here is an email I
sent to John Bennet Waters last Friday:
John Bennet,
I invite you to my office to enjoy the loud whirring of the crane's
engine 15 feet from me. It is something you must experience for
yourself.
Is there another space where I can work when the crane is in use?
Thanks and paz,
Paul
By the way, thank you
John Bennet for the new office you provided me after my grumbling.
It is great. It is one of the guest suites, so it has a kitchenette,
a coffeemaker, a refrigerator and a bathroom.
Did anyone notice that
the new signs in Spanish mispelled the Spanish word for chapel?
Titus, did you know that I am on four faculty committees, and
the faculty handbook says that faculty should only be on two.
And yesterday I got a letter asking me to serve on one more committee!
Grumble, grumble, grumble.
There is much more serious grumbling that I do, but I won't share
the really juicy ones in public.
A caveat about complaints
and grumbling. Sometimes it is right to complain, when we have
justification for it. So I distinguish between a complaint, which
I see as a legitimate expression of discontent, and grumbling,
which I see as focusing on the lack of something motivated by
our desires and cravings. Of course the problem is we grumblers
will always claim that we are not grumbling, but that we have
legitimate complaints. No one will ever tell you he or she is
murmuring or grumbling, but we will say that our complaint is
completely reasonable.
Grumbling usually focuses
on the lack of something, such as the lack of time, the lack of
space, the lack of a better salary, the lack of respect, the lack
of consideration. The Hebrews were grumbling because they had
forgotten that God was providing for them with manna and so they
felt a lack of variety of food.
Not manna again! I
am sick and tired of eating this manna. We have been chewing and
tasting the same food for an entire year. Can you imagine how
hard it is to eat the same food for a year? I want meat!, said
the carnivores. My children need something more nutritious than
this bread from heaven, like the delicious food we ate when we
were in Egypt, the succulent cucumbers, the savory vegetables,
the fresh bread that we ate fresh from the ovens we used to bake
bricks. Oh how we long to be back in Egypt, when we had plenty
of delicious food of all kinds. Life was so much better back when
we were slaves in Egypt.
Com'on Moses, do something for us. Go talk to God and tell him
we can't take this manna anymore.
What the author has
done is to use the incident of grumbling, of conflict between
the people and Moses to define the character of Moses' leadership.
The grumbling is a form of conflict which defines how Moses' leadership
and the leadership of the community will be shaped.
At times I identify with the grumbling rabble, but at other times
I identify with, or at least feel pity for Moses. In our roles
as clergy and lay leaders in the church, we all experience the
strains of leadership that Moses did in this passage. It's not
easy being a leader of a rebellious group who does not appreciate
you and your gifts.
Poor Moses, he was
the charismatic leader who, with God's help, delivered the people
from slavery only to lead them into an uncomfortable desert on
their way to who-knows-where. Every week the people murmured and
grumbled because they did not have water, or did not have food,
or did not have more delicious food. To me, this story is about
the evolution of leadership out of an instance of conflict.
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Here is my story of leadership and grumbling-slash-conflict. I
graduated from my M.Div. program at the ripe age of 27. I was
assigned to a Spanish-speaking church in Pharr, Texas. My bishop
assigned me there because it was a church that had just undergone
a split in its membership and they needed a mature 27-year-old
to bring pastoral healing to a divided church. Well after the
first-year honeymoon, I began to hear grumbling from among the
older members of the church. The basic complaint among them was
that I was not the typical pastor they were used to. I was not
the traditional fire-and-brimstone preacher they were accustomed
to hearing. I had also made too many changes too fast and this
was unsettling to them. One of the elderly members, Mr. Rodrgiuez
we will call him, was so angry with me that he "acted out."
Every week, during the closing song before the benediction, he
would get up from his seat in front and walk down the aisle and
across the street to his car. He would then wait in the car for
his wife. Mr. Rodriguez did this so that he would not shake my
hand and greet me and to make a public display of his rejection
of me.
During the same time
this group of elderly members were making phone calls among themselves
and saying to themselves, "we don't want manna from heaven,
we want meat!"
Not having ever taken
a course in leadership and conflict management during my seminary
years, I was unaccustomed to people not liking me. I had thought
that everyone liked me, until then. This was the first time I
had experience public demonstrations of dissatisfaction, of people
rejecting me. I could handle Mr. Rodriguez much better now that
I did 14 years ago, when I took his rejection personally.
I think our students
are fortunate that we do offer a course on conflict in the church.
So you will be prepared when you meet Mr. Rodriguez in your church.
Moses' Leadership,
and the Leadership of the Community Grows Out of Conflict
Moses is experiencing
conflict on two levels. The outer conflict is between the people's
complaining and their expectations of him to provide for him.
The interior conflict is his own inner struggle to fulfill his
role as a leader. Because of this disturbing incident, Moses goes
to God and does a bit of grumbling himself. He unloads his frustrations
to God. He tells God how hard it is to be a leader. He tells God,
"I would rather be dead than continue being this people's
leader!"
Poor Moses, like most
leaders, is caught in the middle. He is caught between the expectations
of his people and the expectations of God.
The people expect Moses
to provide for them. This is a reasonable expectation. However,
their desires well up inside as a fringe group accompanying the
Hebrews, known as "the rabble," incite the rest of the
Hebrews to desire more than they need -- to crave meat. Now they
want comfort food. I can imagine their taste buds watering in
their mouths as they dream night and day about the juices emerging
from a prime rib and ribs, but not pork ribs of course. They want
to take the easy way. And they want their leader to provide this
for them. And if they don't get it, they are going to grumble.
Isn't that what our leaders are for, to provide us with what we
want, to bring home the meat for us? To do things the way we are
used to doing? And if they don't do what we want them to do, well
we will just look for a new leader.
So on the one hand
Moses had the demands of the people and on the other hand he had
the expectations of God -- to serve as a nursemaid for the people.
Moses asks God, "Did I conceive all this people? Did I bring
them forth that you should say to me, 'Carry them in your bosom,
as a nurse carries the sucking child, to the land which you swore
to give their fathers?' (v. 2) Moses alludes to another type of
leadership here -- that of a nurturing woman who cares tenderly
for her baby. This is a different side of leadership for Moses,
and one that is apparently difficult for him.
It is not easy being
a spiritual leader. You have the demands of the people, the demands
of your conscience, and then the impossible to meet expectations
from God staring you in the face constantly. How is one supposed
to manage so many conflicting demands and expectations?
Moses did something
that serves as an important example for us. When the burden of
leadership became unbearable for him, he went to God and laid
those burdens upon God.
Things begin to change
when Moses turns to God to unburden himself. God helps unburden
Moses of his leadership by instructing him to call seventy elders
together. These seventy elders are to receive a portion of Moses'
spirit so they can share in the leadership.
Here we have leadership
that emanates from the one charismatic leader and is distributed
away from the one charismatic leader to the other members of the
community. Here we begin to see a different model of leadership,
one that is spread out and shared by many.
For some reason, Austin
Interfaith comes to mind at this point. The idea that leadership
can be shared among many persons is helpful for those of us who
have a need for control. It is not really necessary that one person
be in charge of everything. This was also the advice that Jethro
gave to Moses in Exodus 18.
This is a leadership
that is distributed not by human means, but by divine means. The
spirit of Moses is given to the other elders and they begin to
prophecy. They have ecstatic utterances, demonstrating the presence
of the Spirit in them as well.
Now this would have
been a great ending of the story, except that some of this Spirit
moved in unexpected places. It was acceptable for the seventy
elders to prophecy, but not Eldad and Medad. They were not with
the others in the tent, but remained in the camp. These two, who
had been beyond the sacred tent, began to prophecy. Here now,
Joshua, the favored one, the one expected to lead, is dismayed
that these two are prophecying and asks permission from Moses
to make them stop prophecying. Moses responds to Joshua, "Would
that the entire people of God would prophecy!"
So we see the centripetal
movement of power through the appointment of these seventy elders,
and then the desire by Joshua to squelch the continuing spreading
out of the spirit. Here is another typology of leadership -- of
one who is disturbed when the Spirit transcends ritualized and
established boundaries and rests on unexpected persons.
The Spirit Disperses
Leadership Outward
The spreading of Moses'
spirit among the seventy elders demonstrates a regularized form
of distribution of power. We see this today in the form of ordination,
which is highly regularized and formalized. However, the prophetic
leadership displayed by Eldad and Medad demonstrates a form of
power and authority that transcends our traditional views on leadership.
Eldad and Medad did not participate in the ritual in the tent
of meeting, yet they too received prophetic power. The Spirit
surprised everyone and went beyond their expectations for leadership.
Once again, Austin Interfaith comes to mind here. We have heard
and seen stories of unimaginable leadership by persons we would
not normally expect to see as leaders.
Some of us have seen
non-ritualized power and leadership emanating from Dr. Nancy in
Matamoros. Others of us have seen Spirit-led leadership from the
Assembly of God pastors in Juarez. One of our responsibilities
then, is to be open to the unexpected blowing of the Spirit upon
ourselves and others, who might begin prophecying or doing other
marvelous things. Eldad and Medad remind us that leadership does
not always come from the center, sometimes it surprises us and
comes from unexpected places and unexpected persons.
Conclusion
I said earlier that
this passage is about grumbling and leadership. Leadership is
defined most clearly when it is exercised in the midst of conflict.
Leadership requires being able to deal well with conflict. But
maybe the point isn't so much about grumbling and leadership as
it is about prophecying and leadership. Moses says at the very
end, "Would that everyone of the people of God might prophecy!"
The passage starts with the real experiences of the people --
the grumbling and conflict that inevitably comes with leadership
and the myraid of demands placed on leaders -- and ends with the
ideal -- the distribution of leadership and power outward and
Moses' utterance of hope. Moses is highlighting the ideal, that
the people of God would be so filled with God's spirit that they
would stop their grumbling, realize the gifts they have received
from God, realize their charisms, and begin prophecying. Perhaps
that's the challenge of our leadership, to help our communities
move from grumbling to prophecying. Luther focuses on the priesthood
of believer, but the author of this passage also reminds us of
the prophethood of believers.
Perhaps the challenge
for us is to move from being a grumbling community to a prophetic
community. "Would that the entire people of God would prophecy!"
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