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The senior
sermon of Angela Emerson, Class of 2006 from the Diocese of Atlanta,
given on February 15, 2006, in Christ Chapel
IN THE NAME OF GOD
THE SOURCE, THE WELLSPRING AND THE LIVING WATER
Once upon a time it came to pass, that on a perfect spring afternoon
the community gathered first to pray, and then to begin their
march. The issue was the right to register to vote to participate
in the electoral process.
It was a well-organized,
disciplined group of several hundred people.
There was no chanting,
no yelling, no signs --
just people walking 4 abreast --
making a statement simply by their presence and their courage.
The line stretched
the full length the central business district -- all four blocks
of it. From the small church at one end to the brand new jail
at the other end.
Just before the leaders
reached the jail, the march was stopped by a barricade of a half
dozen police cars and offices. The other end of the march was
stopped in front of the church.
There was a tension filled silence, the silence broken only by
the demonstrator's own self-appointed Marshall's who moved quietly
and slowly up and down the line giving simple instructions. Be
quiet. Be calm. Don't move.
The quiet voices were
suddenly drowned by a group of people who came out of the church
and stood on the front steps.
Their voices were
loud and angry and filled with venom as they hurled obscenities
at the demonstrators.
As their voices receded
the voice of one well dressed man was heard calling out the names
of those he recognized.
" Kate, Bob,
Chris, Ann don't bother to go to work Monday. You no longer have
a job"..
And so there they stood. The people of God. Some on the steps
of the church. Some lining the sidewalk. Some in the street.
Deeply divided and
separated from each other.
A snapshot of one of
the many ways in which the household of God , the children of
God are divided.
The Gospel of John gives us a picture of another deeply fractured
community. For that community the issue was not race or civil
rights but the question of "Who is Jesus?" A demon possessed
man? The messiah? A false prophet?
Those who professed
belief in Jesus as the Messiah challenged long and deeply held
beliefs, familiar and powerful customs and practices that defined
their relationship to each other, their world and their relationship
to God
The backlash not surprisingly,
was severe.
In this context, It is not terribly difficult to grasp the intention
of the Gospel writer.. Those who believed - those challenging
the status quo, needed to hear that Jesus was the Messiah -- the
One sent by God - who lived and died and rose again -- One who
cared and loved deeply enough to lay down his life so that he
could take it up again.
Not out of coercion,
Guilt or , compulsion,
but voluntarily, by His own power.
It was and still is
a powerful message or hope and redemption.
What are we to hear
in this passage? Is the sole purpose of this story to identify
and name Jesus as the Messiah? Are we meant to hear that Jesus
and only Jesus is called to risk, to lay down, to give up his
live in order to begin anew?
OR ARE WE TOO called
to participate in the dying and rising again of Jesus Christ?
If so, what exactly does that mean for us for surely we are not
all called to martyrdom?
The overwhelming majority
of us in this room are not people despised and ostracized for
what we believe, how we look, or how we act.
The privileges of
our socio-economic status, education, and for most of us, the
whiteness of our skin have allowed us to escape the dehumanizing
power of prejudice and discrimination that fractures communities
and peoples all over the world all throughout history.
But the fact that we
have escaped such extreme prejudice found in these stories, does
not mean that we have escaped unharmed or unscathed.
We are in fact scarred
by the way prejudice has played out in history and as a consequence
we are unable to dwell and feed in the life-giving pasture to
which the Good Shepherd leads us.
Before I press this point further I want to return to the text
for a moment for a better foundation.
The metaphor of Shepherd
and sheep is not simple a description of how God's love works
through Jesus. It is also a description of how God's love pours
through us and out in to the world.
God's love is unquestionably
a powerful force in our lives. It gathers us and binds us inseparably
with God and with each other. This binding quality of God's love
is not meant to bind only things that look and act alike but to
gather and bind all of creation -- in all of its diversity.
Think of it this way. God's love is like Super glue.
Imagine if I covered
my hand with superglue, laid it down on the ambo -- and let it
dry. Then if I force these two things apart both of these things
will look a little different -- both scarred in some way. Neither
is left unchanged.
So it is with God's
love for creation. We are created to be bound together -- we live
disconnected lives to our own detriment.
Could it be that the
naming and resisting of those forces in our lives that Push and
Pull and Resist the binding power of God's love is one way we
participate in this dying and rising again.
If so, then we must
look hard at what forces are at work and how they work.
The day of blatant, ugly, public prejudice that was displayed
in that small southern town. Such action, thinking, and speaking
is no longer politically correct. That is not to say it never
happens because it does although less frequently and must less
publicly.
But what I want us
to examine and think about is the subtle sometimes unconscious
ways that prejudice and privilege influence us. The ways that
Prejudice manifest itself as benign privilege, or the ways that
privilege manifests itself as prejudice.
If we can somehow find the courage to penetrate and sift through
the honeycomb that is our subconscious mind, we would be appalled
to see the brilliance and detail of the tattoos imprinted upon
us by our "more is better, it's all about me" culture
of power and privilege.
The tattoos with which
we are stamped do not always manifest themselves in obvious word
and action. No, these tattoos often show themselves in the unintentional
and unconscious way
In part because we
know too little about ourselves.
Let me give you an
example.
Recently I was sitting
in a commercial van ready to leave the Atlanta airport. I watched
as a Black woman approached the van. She was traveling alone,
with a lot of luggage piled into a cart, holding a drink in her
hand.
I watched the van driver
approach her, heard the driver snap at the woman - "well,
hurry up" - as she yanked the luggage cart out of the woman's
hands. The force caused the woman to lose her grip on the drink
in her hand and some of the luggage to fall on the ground.
The woman stood for
a moment in shock and then said to the drive "Bring my things
back here. I will not be treated like this."
The driver hesitated
and she repeated her statement. "I said bring my stuff back
here I'm not getting on your van."
The driver returned
the luggage and cart to her and she said again" I will not
be treated like this, I will find another way to get home".
I watched as she gathered
her things and turned and disappeared into the crowd.
I heard another couple
on the van muse over the woman's "overreaction" to the
driver.
I sat quietly and
silently. My heart said "get off this van. Stand with her,
protest with her." But I did nothing. I sat silently.
I simply didn't want
to make a scene. I did not want to find another way home. And
I I did not want to get off the van, get back on, and sit silently
during a two hour ride feeling that all the eyes were on me because
I overreacted and made a scene.
I had a choice and
I made it.
After all, having and
making that choice was a privilege I had.
I have no doubt that all of here if confronted with the brutal
injustice blatant racism of the first story I told, would cry
out in moral outrage.
But If we are to bear
in our lives the gathering and binding force of God's love, we
must develop the moral courage to act.
Acting begins with
the courage to examine our lives
To recognize our privilege and our prejudice.
Acting begins with
naming
and resisting the privilege and prejudice in our lives.
For if we do not resist
them, they will come to rule us.
And if either privilege
or prejudice come to rule us, there will be too little room for
the binding power of the Spirit to come into our lives.
And make no mistakes about it, without the power Spirit we may
never be reconciled to each other or to God.
We may never be the
ones of whom Jesus spoke when he said "Out of the believer's
heart will flow rivers of living water." We are much more
likely to live our lives as dried up creek beds.
Perhaps it is our participation
in the dying and rising again that we realize the deepest and
most fervent prayers of our hearts.
Jesus said I am the
good shepherd and I lay down my life.
I lay it down that I may take it up again.
I have the power to lay it down and the power to take it up again,
It is only through
the power of the risen Christ that we can seize opportunity to
lay down a life of privilege and prejudice, -- so that we can
take up our life again -
And the world is full
of opportunities. Opportunities to give up, to lay down some aspect
of our life. so that we too can take up life again in a new way..
So that we can yet lay another something down, so we can again
pick up a new life
And then lay it down,
and take it up. again,
and again,
and again
AMEN
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