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Father
Forgive, a sermon by the Rev. Margaret Waters, ETSS Class of 2000
and rector of St. Alban's Church, Austin, given on September 29,
2005, in Christ Chapel
The Feast of St. Michael
and All Angels
Genesis 28:10-17
Jacob dreamed that
there was a ladder set up on the earth, the top of it reaching
to heaven; and the angels of God were ascending and descending
on it. And the Lord stood beside him and said, I am the
Lord, the God of Abraham your father and the God of Isaac; the
land on which you lie I will give to you and to your offspring;
and your offspring shall be like the dust of the earth, and you
shall spread abroad to the west and to the east and to the north
and to the south; and all the families of the earth shall be blessed
in you and your offspring. Know that I am with you and will keep
you wherever you go.
I dont know how
much my seminary professors
realized that I would
take their words to heart,
but as I approached
my first sermon in this pulpit
since my senior sermon,
I was haunted by their
admonitions
not to shortcut researching
the scriptures in their context,
to do meticulous exegesis,
and only then to sparingly
consult commentaries.
The Feast Day of St.
Michael and All Angels.
Wow. What a great day.
And Jacob with his
ladder of angels ascending and descending.
What a great passage.
So in the interest
of responsible sermon preparation,
I got in my car and
drove down to the corner of Burnet Road
where I turn south
whenever I drive to the seminary,
but instead of turning
right
I drove into the parking
lot of the Angel Store.
I figured, if theres
a whole store full of angels,
it must be a uniquely
rich source of information.
But there was a For
Rent sign in the window,
so I conjectured that
responsible theology had put them out of business.
But no! There were
directions to the new, expanded store
just a bit further
up Burnet Road.
It is run by a very
lovely couple
who appear to have
retired from other careers.
What did they have
to teach me about angels?
Well, I didnt
come home empty-handed.
I have here the business
card
of a woman who does
angel-readings
and will treat your
ills with angel therapy.
Ill put it on
the bulletin board.
Here is St. Michael
himself.
He set me back three
bucks,
and Ill let him
hang out in the library.
This dachshund angel
Christmas tree ornament
is for my son Colin
who has a little dog named Zoe.
But the piece de resistance
is for my sister
a pig angel snow globe
that plays the theme from Love Story.
Unpacking the theology
of this rare item
would make for a longer
sermon than Im going to preach.
My father was anything
but an angel.
Like many men of his
generation,
a number of whom I
have buried in the last year,
he went off to war
to battle evil incarnate.
He flew B-25s
in southern Europe,
broke his neck in a
plane crash
and when he recovered
was assigned to be the private pilot
of the general
who oversaw the liberation
of Buchenwald.
After my father returned
home a hero at the age of twenty-four,
life was all downhill
until he died almost
twenty years ago.
I have never felt as
connected to him
as I did several years
ago
when John Bennet and
I walked into
the ruins of the Old
Cathedral of Coventry.
It is the 14th century
church of St. Michael.
The tears that poured
down my cheeks
were tears for that
young man,
a boy the age of my
own son at the time,
and for all the young
men
whose lives were shaped
by the experience of the immediate evil
that had destroyed
so very many lives
and this magnificent
church.
On the night of November
14, 1940
Hermann Goering, in
the diabolically named,
Operation Moonlight
Sonata
sent four hundred fifty
Luftwaffe bombers
lighted by a full moon
across the channel from Brittany,
and for eleven hours
they dropped five hundred
tons of high explosives
and forty thousand
firebombs on the city of Coventry.
The city was consumed.
As the Provost of the
Cathedral watched it burn.
he said he felt as
if he were watching Christ himself being crucified.
In the morning, when
the smoke cleared,
the cathedral stonemason
took two scorched timbers,
wooden beams six hundred
years old,
and tied them into
a cross
which now hangs there
in the nave open to the sky
over a red stone altar
on which are inscribed
the words,
Father Forgive.
A priest found three
medieval nails
in the smoldering ruins
and fashioned them
into a cross as well.
The provost preached
a sermon that angered the congregation,
indeed it infuriated
the nation,
who were clamoring
that the only good German was a dead German.
He held before them
their identity as Christians,
and quoting C. S. Lewis
he said,
The angels of
God hold their breath to see
which way we will go.
Jacob, as he is sleeping
on that holy place,
is fleeing from his
justifiably murderous brother.
Inspired by his devious
and devoted mother,
Jacob is taking the
cowards way out.
He is not a holy man.
He is deceitful and
an opportunist,
and yet God blesses
him with a vision and a promise.
He deserves neither.
But then arent
we lucky we dont get what we deserve?
What does this vision
mean, though,
the angels going up
and coming down the ladder from heaven?
It is Jacobs
foxhole conversion.
God is present. There
is a stairway to heaven,
it has opened before
him,
and these awesome creatures
have access to both heaven and earth.
God makes a promise
that God will keep,
which demands that
Jacob must keep his promises as well.
Despite himself, Jacob
must rise to the occasion
even if all that is
asked of him is awe.
The angels then.
The angels dont
address Jacob.
The wrestling match
that will redefine him
is years in the future.
These angels appear
to me to be more like Gods worker-bees
than the fearsome cherubim
of Ezekiel
or Gabriel with her
invitation to the young Mary
to open her womb to
Gods baby
and her heart to the
piercing sword.
Even observing the
angels, though,
Jacob is called to
acknowledge that he is linked to the divine,
that his crooked little
heart is called
to resonate to the
source of love itself.
Grass grows in the
nave of the Old Cathedral.
The choice was made
to let it stand,
to be holy ground,
its vacant tracery
framing the city
as it goes about its
quotidian business.
The tower still pierces
the sky.
The new cathedral was
consecrated in 1962
marked by the premier
performance
of Benjamin Brittens
War Requiem,
dedicated to Whatever
shares/
The eternal reciprocity
of tears.
Whatever shares the
eternal reciprocity of tears.
The new cathedral is
as profoundly modern
as the medieval one
is Gothic.
And the fabric that
divides them,
that unites them,
the entry wall of the
new church is a seventy-foot
wall of clear glass,
the Screen of the Patriarchs,
Saints, and Angels.
Standing on one side
or the other,
whatever you are looking
at,
these enormously tall
and angular figures
etched in the glass
are imposed upon your vision.
You cant see
out from the inside
or in from the outside
without seeing through
the divine images.
I know that the Greek
word angel
means messenger,
but the Hebrew word
it translates
originally meant the
shadow side of God.
There is something
of Godself in angels,
and whatever it is,
it seems to be of a
different order of divine stuff
than the spark we contain
in our human souls.
In the imagery of Coventry
Cathedral,
I am trying on the
idea that angels,
whatever they are or
are not,
are something we see
through
when we look for God.
The mission of Coventry
Cathedral defined itself
in the wartime sermon
of its Provost,
and it continues to
be a center for world reconciliation.
This is the Community
of the Cross of Nails
formed by the struggling
relationship
of British and German
clergy at the end of the war.
Young people from Coventry
helped rebuild hospitals in Dresden,
the German town whose
cathedral was similarly destroyed by the Allies.
Dresdeners helped rebuild
Coventry.
South Africa, Northern
Ireland,
the Middle East, Nigeria,
the Sudan --
all have sought refuge
and resolution
in the radical and
sacred crucible of this organization.
The words on the altar
say, Father Forgive.
There is a ringing
silence at the end of that sentence.
Forgive
is a transitive verb.
It takes a direct object,
but there is none provided.
Father forgive whom?
Father forgive what,
which particular action,
which of the myriad
sins of our heart?
Forgive our enemies.
Forgive us.
Father forgive.
Forgive and lead us
into forgiveness
as vast and illogical
as the sky above,
the sky from which
a ladder for angels might drop at any moment.
It happened once.
It could happen again.
The promise of God
demands our own promise,
our promise to remember.
Our promise to allow
reconciliation
to be the screen of
angels
through which we embrace
the broken world.
Every Friday afternoon
in the nave of the
old cathedral,
whether it is sunny
or pouring rain,
whether there are two
people attending
or a hundred,
the Coventry Litany
of Reconciliation is recited.
Please join me:
Coventry Litany of
Reconciliation
All have sinned and
fallen short of the glory of God. (Romans 3:23)
The hatred which divides
nation from nation, race from race, class from class.
Father forgive.
The covetous desires
of people and nations to possess what is not their own.
Father forgive.
The greed which exploits
the work of human hands and lays waste the earth.
Father forgive.
Our envy of the welfare
and happiness of others.
Father forgive.
The lust which dishonours
the bodies of men, women, and children.
Father forgive.
Be kind to one another,
tender-hearted, forgiving one another, as God in Christ forgave
you.
Amen.
The source for much
of this information is Coventry Cathedrals Message
of Forgiveness by David Douglas -- found online
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