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The
Prophetic Imagination, a sermon by the Rev. Dr. Javier Alanís,
LSPS Assistant Professor of Theology, Culture and Mission, given
on October 4, 2005, in Christ Chapel
Scriptures: John 7:40-52 and 1 Peter 2:4-10
Let us pray: May the
words of my mouth and the meditations of each heart be acceptable
in thy sight, Oh God our strength and our redeemer. Amen.
In the name of the
Holy One, Grace be unto you from Diosito, the Giver of Life, and
from the Son who calls us AMIGOS Y AMIGAS. AMEN.
To be honest with you,
I'm kind of surprised to be here today because I don't usually
preach from this pulpit until some time in the Spring. But then
I learned that Wayne, the other helper of the Holy Spirit, had
asked Nancy Bose, helper par excellence, if I could be put on
the preaching schedule during the celebration of Hispanic Heritage
Month
so here I am, embodied Hispanic, given the privilegio
of telling my story during this month of remembrance.
In fact, with your
indulgence, I would like to share a couple of stories from my
life experience and ministry which I believe have a direct bearing
not only on this cultural heritage but on the texts for today,
and in particular the text from the First Epistle of Peter that
describes us, the amigos and amigas of God, as "living
stones and a holy priesthood." I believe this text has much
to say about the question of identity and how we are called to
imagine or re-imagine ourselves as the people of God.
Many of you have already
heard this first story. It's one that I like to share every year
in our missiology class, but I think it bears re-telling on this
occasion. It has to do with how a Hispanic or a Latino person
like me who also has Mexican indigenous roots in the family tree,
ended up a Lutheran of all things!
Sounds
like an oxymoron to be sure, but this really has to do with the
idea and history of protest and confessional identity.
Well this first story
has to do with my grandfather who was living in Mexico during
the time of the Revolutionary War of 1910-1920. And true to Mexican
cultural and religious ethos, he was of a Native American background,
what the Spaniards mistakenly called "Indio" or Indian
during the time of the conquest of Mexico. He was also a Roman
Catholic. Well one day Don Arnulfo, my grandfather, was asked
to be the padrino or sponsor at a baptism of a friend and when
he went to the church with the family and the child to be baptized,
they met up with the priest of the community who most probably
was of Spanish origin since during those times it was uncommon
for native Mexicans to study theology or to become priests. The
priests often came from Spain. Well, during the course of the
conversation with the priest, the priest committed a major faux
pax, a cultural indiscretion, if you will. For some reason, he
became angry at the mother of the child and told her in a harsh
tone, "when I speak to you, you look at me in the eye!"
Sound familiar? We
often hear that phrase as children as a sign of discipline and
in our context here in the U.S. that may be fine. But among the
indigenous communities of the Americas one does not look into
the eye of another for that is to look into the soul of another,
and a married woman certainly will not look a man in the eye even
in response to a question. So the priest, perhaps unwittingly,
committed cultural violence in that context and threatened to
deny the child the sacrament of Holy baptism. At that point, my
grandfather, who was a man of strong character and principle,
did the only thing left for him to do as a man of faith. From
underneath his poncho or serape, he took out a gun and pointed
it at the priest and told him in no uncertain terms "You
will baptize this child!" Needless to say, the waters of
baptism were stirred and the child was baptized! In thinking about
this story I like to believe that the priest experienced a conversion
that day, a metanoia, as his priesthood and his life were
put to the test!
Mind you, I don't recommend
the use of violence in the church in order to get anyone saved;
we have enough of that history to atone for, but I tell you this
story as a part of the oral history of my family and I certainly
don't mean to disparage the clergy of the Roman Church for there
are many responsible clergy in that tradition, including in my
family, but I believe this story has bearing on how one sees or
interprets oneself as a person of faith with a vocation of justice.
My Grandfather later became a Lutheran when he came to this country
because he liked the idea that as a man of faith he was entitled
to protest injustice in the church as part of his confessional
identity. The short of it is: my family became Lutheran in large
part as a response to this experience of cultural violence and
threat of sacramental denial. I like to think that my grandfather
exercised his prophetic imagination, even if a bit unorthodox
in execution, when he acted in defense of the vulnerable, and
that as a person of faith he was as a living stone, perhaps rough
around the edges, but a rock of offense to those who would deny
the sacraments to the innocent. The story I believe begs the question:
which one of the two was truly the priest?
The second story I
would like to share with you concerns my role as a priest when
I served as a pastor of a church in San Antonio after graduating
from LSPS a few years ago. In this story, Don Arnulfo's grandson
is the priest, yours truly. As the pastor of a church in a city
with a predominant Hispanic population I would often go to the
hospital to visit my parishioners. On one occasion I had conducted
a funeral in the morning so I was dressed in my clerics
so guess what I looked like walking down the hall of the hospital
that afternoon? Yes, I was the "Roman Catholic priest"
to the woman who saw me in the distance and who like the Syrophoenician
woman requesting a blessing from Jesus, made a bee-line for me
with a request that sounded more like a threat, "Father,
give me a blessing!" I don't know what her specific needs
were at that moment but that didn't seem to matter. She knew that
I had something significant to offer her that no one else could
give her at that precise moment in her life. At that point in
time, my clerics revealed my public identity as a priest of God
and one who was given the authority of the church to bless the
people of God in that office, whoever they might be. At that moment
the fact that I was a Lutheran pastor became irrelevant; in fact,
she didn't even give me the opportunity to reveal my true identity.
She wanted a blessing now, not manana!
Apparently, something
inside of her compelled her to demand it from the priest in front
of her, and so not waiting to explain myself and offer my true
confessional identity, I offered to pray for her since by now
she was grabbing me from the lapels of my coat as if her life
depended on it! So I started to pray in that hospital hall, but
curiously enough she stopped me in the middle of the sentence
and started telling me how to pray! She literally put the words
of blessing in my mouth so that she could hear them the way she
needed to hear them from me! And so we prayed together there in
that busy hospital corridor, priest to priest, as it were, and
when I finished praying she was at peace with herself and her
God.
This nameless Hispanic
woman identified me as a priest of God by the clerics that I was
wearing; she mistook my identity for a Roman priest, the image
that I was projecting in public, but that didn't seem to matter.
She knew that I could represent her before God in prayer, and
she was bold enough to tell me what she needed to hear. In that
moment I believe she exercised what Walter Bruggeman calls the
prophetic imagination that alters consciousness. In conceptualizing
herself, in knowing herself, as a woman and child of God with
the right to a blessing from God through this man wearing clerics,
she was acting in way that would transform and re-imagine her
life and perhaps even her ministry. At that moment, I was simply
the conduit, the intermediary, the person in the middle acting
in my religious vocation as one who represents God in the world.
That woman's prophetic
imagination also altered my state of consciousness, because she
made me ask certain questions about myself: Who am I, really and
truly, with or without the clerics? and how do I serve those who
call upon me for service? She prompted the question: Whose am
I, really and truly, and what am I about in this world? In short,
she agitated me, pulled me out of my orbit and meandering thoughts!
By her action she invited me to do some serious introspection
and to ask myself: How do people perceive me out there in the
world? Am I a living stone like my grandfather Don Arnulfo? Am
I agitating others by virtue of my identity as a priest and person
of God? In fact, what message do I project unto others with the
way I conduct my life? As the commentator of Faith in America
said recently, "You might be the best sermon anyone has heard
in a long time!" In that respect, I had to ask myself: "Who
am I when these clerics come off?" And I realized then that
with or without them, I was a baptized child of God called to
a vocation of service and prophetic imagination wherever I am,
and with whomever I am, even if that imagining invites agitation
and a discomfort that comes from following after the prophetic
vocation.
As in my ministry in
San Antonio which was located in a changing community, this vocation
of service may involve conflict or at the very least, cultural
misunderstanding at times, and may take us to places where our
identity will be questioned and made suspect, such as the time
when I preached on the undocumented Mexican workers that I had
prayed with one day while visiting friends. I realized then just
how unpopular I could become or how agitated my congregation could
become by a simple act of praying with strangers.
In today's Gospel Jesus'
identity and ministry was being questioned by certain segments
of his religious community. In some respects, his deeds were offensive
to the powers that governed the religious establishment; he was
operating "out of the box," as it were, doing ministry
among the disenfranchised of his community, the poor and illiterate,
the no-body's who were too ignorant to know the law or to observe
it to the letter. He was a rock of offense to the legalists and
those who believed that no messianic prophet could possibly arise
out of Galilee. Even his disciple Nathanael asked Peter: "Can
anything good come out of Nazareth?" That's not unlike my
friends of the Rio Grande Valley who jokingly refer to me when
they ask the question: Can anything good come out of San Juan,
Texas, or the Valley, a place I call the Galilee of Texas, the
cross-roads of two countries, the place considered one of the
poorest areas not only of the state but of the entire country
and a place where one's identity is often marked by ambiguity
because of two competing and conflicting cultures living side
by side and often internalized in the very fabric of one's being?
Maybe you can identify
with that statement. Many of you have left your homes of origin
to go to seminary to begin a formation process that will in a
certain sense shape you and form you in a particular priestly
way so that the identity you came with will be slightly altered
or reshaped or re-imagined, if you will, by the time you leave
this place. And maybe, just maybe, Diosito, our diminutive
term for God, has a sense of humor and calls each and everyone
of us here, to this place and time, with all our warts and wrinkles,
for a special purpose and a special call. Jim Wallis said it beautifully
a couple of weeks ago: "God knows everything about us and
calls us anyway."
Speaking from my own
experience as a former legalist, I like to call the concept of
God's people as living stones as a sign and metaphor of God's
radical grace! God knows everything about us, our defects, our
warts, our identities, the way we used to live and the way we
project ourselves outwardly in the world and inwardly upon ourselves,
sometimes even hating ourselves for being less than perfect, and
God call us and loves us anyway.
The writer of first
Peter calls the called: a holy priesthood. Luther called us saint
and sinner, a paradox of being; you can't have one without the
other; the two intertwined inextricably as one being and one embodied
essence that has the sprinkling of baptismal water on us to make
us God's own people of holy agitation, so as to exercise the ministry
of prophetic imagination and proclaim truths that defy our own
understanding and false perceptions about ourselves.
Virgilio Elizondo refers
to Jesus as the Galilean mestizo Jew, a mixed-breed Son of God
who defied the pedigree and social location and expectations of
a messianic prophet. I like to think of him as a person of the
border precisely because he was from Galilee and because as Elizondo
reminds us: he was a mestizo, a mix-breed kind of person who probably
spoke a mixture of Greek and Aramaic, and whose Hebrew was probably
not as refined as the Jewish scholars of the time. So to think
that he might be a prophet for the nation, well I guess that would
stretch the prophetic imagination. It is into this kind of narrative
that we are invited to participate in and to follow after as living
stones and yes, even rocks of offenses, who exercise the prophetic
imagination of our baptized life. So this morning, when you come
to the communion table, I invite you to dip your hand in the baptismal
waters at the font and stir up your prophetic imagination that
calls you to this place. Amen.
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